hm. better now i guess. so many ppl signing in my gb. which can be really encouraging at times. should leave the judging of one to the individual. shall not assist in altering the views of others. prevent further damage being done i guess. what i said in my last entry had ref when i read amanda's diary. and even in the Word it mentioned that the tongue is a two-edged sword that we should be wary about.
today was a very light-hearted day. sch was ok. no negative comments and stuff. for once. normal. close to it i hope. numbers test was pretty hard. hope dun fail... after sch after lunch went with aaron and weichen to macs to do some work. cannot study there one. quite fun lar. esp after 4+ when we started getting crazy about the 'easy' RI prelim 2001 paper. which we realized that we dunno a lot and it is harder then it looks. which is really scary. but we all went pretty mad and was trying to do our math within the time limit. only i finished ( cuz i started first and they couldnt be bothered ) den we headed down nearby to the gym. to work out our frustrations. thus. i have lazed in front of the comp the whole night.
i wun say tht im not enjoying life right now. i like the way that some of the things are going. but obviously. none will all come my way. not studying as hard as i ought or would like to. but i guess. although the engine is not running fast. it is starting to warm up. enjoying life and appreciating it is impt in these tough times. cuz it would be natural to think that ure stupid and useless and meaningless with all the exams and all. ( not to say its meaningful and that im smart ) but i hope i can still enjoy mysefl. to some extent. and yet. get all the essential stuff inside where it belongs. to achieve the desired effect.
i wish you would step back from that ledge my fren
u could cut ties with all the lies that u've been living in
and if u do not want to see me again.
i would understand... i would understand.
jumper by 'third eye blind'
quote of the day. by aaron. with regard to pri sch=)
'i always thought maths was only about numbers. til all the ABCs came along den die'
something like that. but the meaning gets through. yeah?
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